It's far from the idea of peace. When anxiety is on the edge and throwing up is a part of your routine, Have you tried making amends in your life cycle? The monster of unwillingness appears. We are getting too comfortable with it, isn't it? It's now become a state of mind that is out of sync with the natural rhythms of life. It makes you too awake but eventually backfires on you in situations where you zone out. Escape this chaos, take your time, and come back with a fresh perspective.